#spinspinsugar with your head in the speakers. Tie your #lortettayoungsilks round your neck and as you break the click track hearts of imaginary beings and spit it out

Getting back to the core of who I really am.

Finally cut my bangs back in. Will see hiw it looks in the morning when I wash my hair.. but I’m feeling pretty damm confident in my self identity right now.

Magic comes from pain

I asked Josie to take some pictures so I could show off my shirt. She decided to snap these. I really love them all. If you know the shirt then you know magic comes from pain.
Finally comfortable in my own skin again. Watch me emerge a new woman, no longer a child hiding behind my eyes. Take me as I am or exit stage right for Only my loved ones can be left with my heart.

I’m not policing what you think and dream.

I run intoyour thought from across the room.

Just another trick. Can I weather this?

I’ve got a fever above my waist. You got a squeeze box on your knee.

I know the truth is in between the 1st and 40th drink

Concertina -Tori Amos

Nom nom.

Made all thus last night for dinner. Well my little sous chef aka mini me helped direct. 😂

Pink hair don’t care

It’s amazing how something so simple as trying on a wig can change your looks. This wavy pink wig in my opinion brings out thT serious but yet playful sexy demure goddess that’s hiding behind my eyes.

Before the slumber.

I break the surface and take my first breath.

I’m breathing for the very first time.

For so long they held me down under the water.

Baby broke the surface, aged 10 years in 2 months.

She’s living proof she’s the super Nova.

Super Nova in the sky.

Tip me over and pour me out.

Copper cow coffee had a flash sale on their Advent gift box set, so I figured why not. Yummy coffee and when that’s finished I have a really nice box to store my sewing needles and binding in next to my machine. Had my first cup today and it was so yummy 😋

The sakura chronicles

Watch as cherry blossoms tumble from her hands

For so long just slumbering.

They held her down under the water.

Baby broke the surface aged 10 years in 2 months.

She’s living proof, she’s the super Nova in the sky.

Listen to “Take my wings aka so blind” by darksparkle on #SoundCloud
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/3WMqC

Cold contagious

Rocking out with my syfy The magicians #pennyadiyodi jacket made by the wonderful magali guidasci that I believe was worn by Arjun Gupta in the show.
🥰💕
This is me in a nutshell. Travler heritage with hedge beliefs, who’s book smart.

Click to play song

Lyrics to match:

Cold contagious by Bush


Wherever you are
You will carry always
Truth of the scars
And the darkness of your faith
Slowly move on
How did we get to here
It all went wrong
Gravity claiming all your tears
Everything looks so much better now
Looks so much better now
You will get yours
You will get yours
You will get yours
You have no right
To ask me now
You were never that around
And I have missed
Reality day-trips
And your suit me suit me ways
Turn out the light switch
We’ve been awake for days
And no-one’s coming round here no more
No-one’s coming round here
You will get yours
You will get yours
You will get yours
You will get yours
You will get yours
You have no right
You have no right
To calm me down
You were never that around
I have missed
I have missed
Cold contagious
All the mighty mighty men
What you save is
What you lose out in the end
Cold contagious
Cold contagious
Paint your perfect day
I don’t mind this
I’m better off by the way
Deeply grounded
You will get yours
You will get yours
You will get yours
You will get yours
You will get yours
You will get yours
Cold contagious
All the mighty mighty men
What you save is
What you lose out in the end
Cold contagious
Cold contagious

Way beyond the pale

Had me a trick and a kick and your message
Well you’ll never gain weight from a doughnut hole
Then thought that I could decipher your message
There’s no one here dear
No one at all

And if I’m wasting all your time
This time
Maybe you never learned to take
And if I’m hanging on to your shade
I guess I’m way beyond the pale

And southern men can grow gold
Can grow pertty
Blood can be pertty
Like a delicate man
Copper to steel to a hinge that is faltered
That let’s you in let’s you in let’s you in
Something’s just keeping you numb

You told me last night
You were a sun now with your very own

Devoted satellite
Happy for you
And I am sure that I hate you
Too sons too many too many able fires

And if I’m wasting all your time
This time
I think you never learned to take
And if I’m hanging on to your shade
I guess I’m way beyond the pale

-donught song tori amos

Christmas dinner

I made prime rib for dinner. I even carved it myself. So delicious 🤤.

Witchy vibes

Slowly coaxing out the inner hedge that’s been slumbering.

Stripping the canvas blank. Time to paint me bueatiful the way I used to be before they dragged me through the muck and the mire of the last 7 years of my life.

The secret identity

Black magic woman

My official Alice quinn dress from the set of SYFY’s the magicians based on the book by lev Grossman

Original actress in the dress on set

Tap into the core

Spin spin sugar

Tapping into the core to find the hidden sparkle underneath. Another year closer to my demise.

Cute 🍣 lunches

Post modern tease