I can’t focus

Motivation is gone
I feel empty, alone

I try to to things I enjoy but the follow through of motivation is waning.

I will browse online and pick fabric, for example to make my daughter a dress but when it arrives I just can’t seem to get myself to sit down and start working on it.

It’s not that I don’t want to.. because I really do but I just feel so empty and hallow. Like there’s invisible weights around my neck.

I’m exhausted all the time and in a mental fog but I got 9 hours of sleep last night. It’s strange not sure if I am disassociating again or not as one day bleeds into the next.

Even now thoughts are drifting back and forth….

I want a cup of tea,. My jaw hurts… Ugh ok I think I’m going to go back to sleep.

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